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thin, thin, thin, thin.
what else is there to think about??
Every time I eat, I binge. So maybe I should stop eating and therefore I wouldn’t spend so much and then: just die skinny. Easy.
I always feel like I’m faking my ED because I want it. I know that sentence sounds so shitty but I WANT to be anorexic. I want to be bone thin, I want to feel cold in a warm room, I want to be desired, I want to be beautiful. but the most disturbing part is that I want to be sick, i want people to care about me and try to get me to eat and I want to be so fucking strong and powerful that I say no. I guess then maybe I am just doing this for attention..
The never ending regret after eating a pointless snack.
Reblog if you (wrongly) think that you don’t have an ed because sometimes you binge
So,SO disappointed in myself
I need to try harder. Because I am sick of looking in the mirror and wanting to die. I’m sick of being fat and falling over my weakness everytime. I need to push, push, push because I’m not getting anywhere.
Just remember, in 20 seconds, the food will be gone. The taste will be over, and all that will be left is regret. Just like last time.
